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=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan:

Suck it Trebek. =D  

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*sigh*

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 7:50 PM
  • Mood: Speechless
*grumble-grumble*

Ever been told something you'd be much happier not knowing? Yeah. Got some of that today. Totally buggered my mood.

It involves a someone I'm quite close to moving in with a woman I've never met. Maybe I'm just being paranoid, but damnit, I'm a woman. I'm allowed to be.

The sensible part of me says two things:
1) It's just a bunch of people who work together joking around and having a larf.
2) Said person wants to move away from crazy parents, and the woman is also looking to move out. Mutual interests.

But...the stupid, female side wonders something:

Does he want to move farther away from me, and not tell me about this woman for some other reason?

If that were the case, I'm sure he'd be straightforward about it with me...Right? He's never lied to me before. Not that I know of...

Damnit. I don't want to be this emotional and paranoid.

Either way. All there is to do is talk to him about it next time I see him, and find out the truth. And then regardless of the answer, I'll be happy. Well, sort of. I'll have closure if it's a negative answer. I'll be happy if it's a positive answer.

But I love him either way.

Now then. I need something to bring my mood up. I'm going to go watch a bunch of old cartoons and curl up in bed if anyone needs me.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Double decades. >>
  • Current Residence: Somewhere in Canada you've never been
  • Interests: D&D, Nintendo, Sleep,
  • Favourite movie: Damn near any zombie movie.
  • Favourite band or musician: Bare Naked Ladies, Ska P, Utada Hikaru, Megumi Hayashibara, All American Rejects, HIM
  • Favourite genre of music: Lounge, jazz, rock, metal, some j-pop/rock, big band
  • Favourite artist: Hirano, Nightow, Mato,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Preston/Lincoln Child
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: I-Pod Nano
  • Favourite game: Twilight Princess, Metroid Prime
  • Favourite gaming platform: Long time Nintendo fan, recent Xbox convertee.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alexander Anderson, Alucard, Nicholas Wolfwood, Kankuro Nishiyama,
  • Personal Quote: Well shiiiiit. ><
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS2/Illustrator/Prismacolors/Copics

Devious Comments

~pixie---love:iconpixie---love: May 3, 2008, 4:51:12 PM Mood: Isolated
Notihing is what it seems when you live in your dreams hmm? Do you ever wonder what could have been? Sometimes i wish life was diffrent. I wish my life was diffrent. But i think id miss this one.

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Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens
~gallantmon8:icongallantmon8: Apr 26, 2008, 5:19:45 PM
OH HAI.

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*Vegi-chan:iconVegi-chan: Apr 26, 2008, 8:55:42 AM
thanks much for the fave :D

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Frau: eine Festung, die sich mit der weißen Flagge wehrt.
Charles Boyer

Woman: a fortress, that fights with the white flag.
Charles Boyer
~Paty-wolf:iconPaty-wolf: Apr 26, 2008, 1:28:07 AM
Thx for the fav :dance:

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=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Apr 25, 2008, 3:18:40 PM
Oh, I'm drawing plenty. Nothing post worthy though, that's for sure.

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
~gekkosioux:icongekkosioux: Apr 24, 2008, 9:21:29 PM
I know, right? XD
I've lost what little "skill" I might have
ever possessed months ago.

Anything comin' up on your drawing pads lately, anyway?
Maybe nothing you wish to post yet, but -- you're still puttin' that pen to paper, ey?
=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Apr 24, 2008, 4:53:08 PM
Especially when you can't draw worth squat. XD

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
~gekkosioux:icongekkosioux: Apr 24, 2008, 10:22:04 AM
Ditto.
Sometimes being lazy is the only thing worth doing.
=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Apr 24, 2008, 1:43:53 AM
Nuthin' much. Bein' a lazy ass person. -_-

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
~AyaBlue22:iconAyaBlue22: Apr 22, 2008, 8:35:36 PM
Thank you, :iconmenkalinan: for the :+fav:! I really appreciate it. :) I'm gonna go ahead an' peek around your gallery a bit, it's great! :)
~gekkosioux:icongekkosioux: Apr 22, 2008, 5:02:45 AM
Good morningafternoonevening!!
Wassuuuup Dizzaawg? :D?
~pixie---love:iconpixie---love: Apr 20, 2008, 11:39:25 AM
hiiiiiiii

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Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens
~doggish-liz:icondoggish-liz: Feb 27, 2008, 5:03:11 PM
You got a nice gallery, here. XD
Your style and colouring methods are quite beautiful, too. <3

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"DICKBLICK" -- The best brandname ever.
=kooky112:iconkooky112: Feb 17, 2008, 5:01:59 PM
XD boredom = posting random stuff

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~SakuraNishiwaki:iconSakuraNishiwaki: Feb 17, 2008, 11:04:28 AM
cool. I did it cause I'm paranoid and bored XD
=kooky112:iconkooky112: Feb 16, 2008, 6:19:42 PM
got that in an email before. I sent it to everyone in my address book.

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~MidnaFans
~SakuraNishiwaki:iconSakuraNishiwaki: Jan 31, 2008, 4:40:27 PM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.


First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!

Second, if I don't get this back I understand...

I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved
=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Jan 31, 2008, 2:37:38 AM
Ooo. Excitement. New Tablet. =D

Word of advice: Going back to redo something is evil. It's time consuming and makes you frustrated. ><
Only do it if you're inspired. It's broken my brain before.

And I heard about Brawl. I cried a little. But the knowledge that Sheik and Ganon will be in it made it a little better. >>

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
~gekkosioux:icongekkosioux: Jan 30, 2008, 1:25:20 PM
I hear ya'... Pretty much the same in every regard for me. I just picked up a new drawing tablet, and I want to go back and redo everything I had drawn previously with my old tablet... But wanting to go back, and actually going back are two entirely different beasts to conquer.

On an unrelated note. Japan got Super Smash Brothers Brawl today ( Jan 30/31st )... I'm jealous. But also excited, it's just over a month away now! ( March 8 for western territories ) ... I believe a 'w00t' is in order, ey?
=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Jan 30, 2008, 1:18:15 AM
Not a whole hell of a lot. Bein' lazy, for the most part. Not getting a damn thing done. =3

And you?

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
=Menkalinan:iconMenkalinan: Jan 29, 2008, 1:04:35 AM
Hoo-Aaah!!! *salute*

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"So, tell me, are you the brains of this operation?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't think this is a 'brains' type of operation." >_>
~gekkosioux:icongekkosioux: Jan 28, 2008, 3:31:38 PM
Hoo-Haa!!

...And no, I don't know why.